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anyway, the last 1 month been rather uneventful. haha. it was the mugging for midyears, den sitting for the midyears, den getting shitty results. and the highlight would most probably have been the getting results part coz my l1r5 is still the same as common test! 30. gosh. ): im gonna go to kampung jc. haha. and to think i promised mt to improve by 10pts. what bullshit man. and now if i wanna get into a proper jc, i have to improve by 20 points by prelims! which is only 2 months away. sorry if im gonna be a chaomugger. hahahaa. dont wanna regret in the future.
and with these shitty grades, i was contemplating nonstop if i should just like drop to combine science, or drop amaths, since i failed both math and sciences for my midyrs. haha. amaths been taking up a lot of my time. but i hate science the same! cant do both, cuz i'd be left with 2 subjects and it'd be too risky. i dont know why, but everyone (as in the teachers) have this impression that i go out everyday. and sg even said i have split personality. WTH. haha if i got split personality, den she must have split split personality man. gosh. and i think i know who started this "oh. miss pearlyn neo goes out every single day after sch" nonsense. so irritating. and because of this, so many people are seeing me as the one who really goes out everyday after sch, which i dont. maybe like once every 3,4 days? but still, it's not everyday! and it's gonna affect my testimonial. hahaha. through this i managed to see the power of the tie. wow. when i wear my tie, tuck out and walk around no one care. now no tie, tuck out walk around, whole world stare. (eh rhymes!) haha did an experiment that day. walked right next to a high post exco councillor who's shirt was also tucked out, and people just went "eh pearlyn tuck in your shirt". like hello what bullshit. and im so bloody annoyed that all the teachers i talked to last week regarding my option (well, almost), all say that i go out everyday that's why my results are like that. ANNOYING. haha. 1st teacher i talked to was mt, and she said to combine, and this whole long list of reasons came out. gahh, and mr tan was like so sacarstically telling me to combine. gosh. D: mrlee was reasonable enough, all the pros and cons and all, but ultimately i didnt get an answer. HAHA. mrschia was totally "omg i think you totally should combine". haha it's like she tells everone that so i dont really bother bout her opinion. last person i talked to was mslin. haha. so she's the only one who told me to not bother bout what the staff room says. and she's the first, and the last who didnt tell me that i should stop going out everyday, cuz i dont even go out everyday in the first place! HAHA.
so the decision, ultimately lies in my hands. and i've decided... to combine my sciences. it's like if i drop amaths, i would still have 2 f9s, but if i combine my sciences, worst come to worst it would be an f9 and a b3. better option. but i wont be saving time lah, cuz it's the same number of subjects, just like an easier paper. SIGH. combine science, no regrets (: haha. that's one of the valuable lessons learnt last week, dont look back, no regrets, if not you'd never move on. i can say that the so many talks i had with all the teachers really shows how much a student can mean in their eyes. haha. and i've learnt, that the lvl1 staffroom is a very "happening" place. haha. thanks for all the advices and all, i'll move on, no regrets!
haha this week i also played detective for 2 days. very very cool. first, my ezlink and ic got stolen. paniced like shit can, cuz i couldnt go home. but then, after asking around, i got a few suspects. haha ask around somemore, and my suspect narrowed down to one. was supposed to chiong this report out for honggeok, but in the end yo sorta knew about it, so the case was handled directly by her. i was also told to like find out what happened in the past to others, whose things got stolen by the same suspected person. haha and to my surprise got like 18 other cases. type until my hand pain. but nevertheless, i still cannot imagine that it's her. i dont wanna believe its her, cuz she's one of my gd friends afterall. she had so much potential, so much capability to do much better, and yet such a mental illness overtook her. upsetting man. haha. but i guess we have to move on, and i'll wait till the meeting on wednesday with yo and all the victims and get back my items and see how. but no matter what, my dear, you'd still be my friend. haha. i wont like outcast her or anything. that's like damn dumb since now we're all sec4s alrdy, a few months more left with each other, shouldnt bear so many grudges. haha.
chinese o's today. screwd it up big time. cant finish my compo, compre i dont know how to do, so i did the copying method. without even understanding wth the question was asking, i just 1st question copy 1st para, 2nd question copy 2nd para. HAHA. best or best. and mt had to happily call me after the paper. spoil my mood. kana scold over the phone. gahhh, so annoyed can. i cant believe chinese intensive is over. no more chiense for the rest of my sec4 life, well, unless my paper today is REALLY that screwd that i have to retake. D:
haha. i think i got some psyco problem. i dont get angry at people stealing my stuff, i dont get angry at people screaming at me. i just get damn hurt. psyco or psyco? haha. it's psyco.
someone please tell me where to find nice blogskins! im so sick and tired of the 4 pictures of that little girl staring at me. =X
super super excited for tmr!
HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY POKPOK(: i love you a lot a lot! (:
your party tmr better be a BOMB man! now someone's 16, legal for nc16 movies and sex! HAHA. enjoy your life preeeety POK. (:
10:33 pm, Monday, May 28, 2007
now my tagboard is screwing up on me. what's with the world man! first blogger, now my tagboard. GAHHH403 Forbidden
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9:56 pm,
hello. i havent been blogging for like a month +. yes i realise (: haha. -points to the tagboard- anyway, i thought of changing to xanga. blogger's been screwing up on me nonstop! so annoying. it's like everything i want to blog, they say there's some nonsense techincal error and i cant create new post. what bullshit huh.anyway, the last 1 month been rather uneventful. haha. it was the mugging for midyears, den sitting for the midyears, den getting shitty results. and the highlight would most probably have been the getting results part coz my l1r5 is still the same as common test! 30. gosh. ): im gonna go to kampung jc. haha. and to think i promised mt to improve by 10pts. what bullshit man. and now if i wanna get into a proper jc, i have to improve by 20 points by prelims! which is only 2 months away. sorry if im gonna be a chaomugger. hahahaa. dont wanna regret in the future.
and with these shitty grades, i was contemplating nonstop if i should just like drop to combine science, or drop amaths, since i failed both math and sciences for my midyrs. haha. amaths been taking up a lot of my time. but i hate science the same! cant do both, cuz i'd be left with 2 subjects and it'd be too risky. i dont know why, but everyone (as in the teachers) have this impression that i go out everyday. and sg even said i have split personality. WTH. haha if i got split personality, den she must have split split personality man. gosh. and i think i know who started this "oh. miss pearlyn neo goes out every single day after sch" nonsense. so irritating. and because of this, so many people are seeing me as the one who really goes out everyday after sch, which i dont. maybe like once every 3,4 days? but still, it's not everyday! and it's gonna affect my testimonial. hahaha. through this i managed to see the power of the tie. wow. when i wear my tie, tuck out and walk around no one care. now no tie, tuck out walk around, whole world stare. (eh rhymes!) haha did an experiment that day. walked right next to a high post exco councillor who's shirt was also tucked out, and people just went "eh pearlyn tuck in your shirt". like hello what bullshit. and im so bloody annoyed that all the teachers i talked to last week regarding my option (well, almost), all say that i go out everyday that's why my results are like that. ANNOYING. haha. 1st teacher i talked to was mt, and she said to combine, and this whole long list of reasons came out. gahh, and mr tan was like so sacarstically telling me to combine. gosh. D: mrlee was reasonable enough, all the pros and cons and all, but ultimately i didnt get an answer. HAHA. mrschia was totally "omg i think you totally should combine". haha it's like she tells everone that so i dont really bother bout her opinion. last person i talked to was mslin. haha. so she's the only one who told me to not bother bout what the staff room says. and she's the first, and the last who didnt tell me that i should stop going out everyday, cuz i dont even go out everyday in the first place! HAHA.
so the decision, ultimately lies in my hands. and i've decided... to combine my sciences. it's like if i drop amaths, i would still have 2 f9s, but if i combine my sciences, worst come to worst it would be an f9 and a b3. better option. but i wont be saving time lah, cuz it's the same number of subjects, just like an easier paper. SIGH. combine science, no regrets (: haha. that's one of the valuable lessons learnt last week, dont look back, no regrets, if not you'd never move on. i can say that the so many talks i had with all the teachers really shows how much a student can mean in their eyes. haha. and i've learnt, that the lvl1 staffroom is a very "happening" place. haha. thanks for all the advices and all, i'll move on, no regrets!
haha this week i also played detective for 2 days. very very cool. first, my ezlink and ic got stolen. paniced like shit can, cuz i couldnt go home. but then, after asking around, i got a few suspects. haha ask around somemore, and my suspect narrowed down to one. was supposed to chiong this report out for honggeok, but in the end yo sorta knew about it, so the case was handled directly by her. i was also told to like find out what happened in the past to others, whose things got stolen by the same suspected person. haha and to my surprise got like 18 other cases. type until my hand pain. but nevertheless, i still cannot imagine that it's her. i dont wanna believe its her, cuz she's one of my gd friends afterall. she had so much potential, so much capability to do much better, and yet such a mental illness overtook her. upsetting man. haha. but i guess we have to move on, and i'll wait till the meeting on wednesday with yo and all the victims and get back my items and see how. but no matter what, my dear, you'd still be my friend. haha. i wont like outcast her or anything. that's like damn dumb since now we're all sec4s alrdy, a few months more left with each other, shouldnt bear so many grudges. haha.
chinese o's today. screwd it up big time. cant finish my compo, compre i dont know how to do, so i did the copying method. without even understanding wth the question was asking, i just 1st question copy 1st para, 2nd question copy 2nd para. HAHA. best or best. and mt had to happily call me after the paper. spoil my mood. kana scold over the phone. gahhh, so annoyed can. i cant believe chinese intensive is over. no more chiense for the rest of my sec4 life, well, unless my paper today is REALLY that screwd that i have to retake. D:
haha. i think i got some psyco problem. i dont get angry at people stealing my stuff, i dont get angry at people screaming at me. i just get damn hurt. psyco or psyco? haha. it's psyco.
someone please tell me where to find nice blogskins! im so sick and tired of the 4 pictures of that little girl staring at me. =X
super super excited for tmr!
HAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY POKPOK(: i love you a lot a lot! (:
your party tmr better be a BOMB man! now someone's 16, legal for nc16 movies and sex! HAHA. enjoy your life preeeety POK. (: